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Friday, 22 June 2012 | 01:54 | 0 comments

I know when i lose someone i love, someone i need the most, someone that i will always care, someone that i always missed but you don't feel the same, its just hurts. You came into my life and i think that you're going to make me feel happy, make me feel special but ends up with breaking my heart, its like that's the hardest things i could ever go through. I know that no matter how much time has passed, I just can't forget you. The pain, really never goes away. At times when i think that I'm going to be just fine and started to move on, suddenly your voices keep on appears in my mind. Yes, i maybe think that I'm getting better, but the truth is, I'll never be. I will always remember those flashbacks, those memories, those songs that reminds me of you and its like I'm getting hit, again. Its like I've been stabbed in my chest, for hundredth time. I fall down, i break apart and feel like giving up. I feel like want to run away from these pain and hide somewhere, but i know that i can't. You've hurt me more than I've ever been hurt. You stole my happiness, you give me pain, you make me suffer but still, i wait for you. There's no end. There's maybe someone who enter my life and i think they're better than you but at the end of the day, i know i will always think about you, i will always care. I think i don't need you, i don't miss you anymore, but trust me, i know i always will.